Que Sera Sera

With my message yesterday, dad replied with "Too busy yesterday and stressed out to talk to you. I overslept. Please do not tell mom. Keep the phone(illegal one) off at all times. I don't want another TSUNAMI. Please do not get into my office again. WRONG!!!NEVER!!!!! Concentrate on your studies, OK."
Yeah, right. Now I'm at his office typing my blog. Nyahaahahah!!!! Very Evilly-disobedient me. Anyway, turns out that he was so stressed out because he cannot open his room back there in China, and he's late for the conference. I bet his string of chinese would lead him nowhere if he asks for help.
I just found out that I have an alter ego (and my alter ego name is NOT Suzie, like Beyonce's). My alter ego has no name, and she curses, she is cynical, sarcastic, fearless and totally respects no-one. I have this alter-ego as far as I can remeber, but it never showed up in public. This, as I realised, has surfaced because I had to put on two faces: The nice normal me with everyone else, and the hardtalk-me with dad. Since he is so similar to me in a lot of ways, I need to change myself before I started being so predictable as he is. I was confronting him with the skill of a 35-year old nemesis with a bad a$$ attitude. And I bet with the way I talk to him right now, he will SO kill me. Bad, bad alter ego.
Anyway, I tried to talk to mom about dad without giving hints about the handphone. It's kinda hard making 'in between the lines' conversation.

Mom: If dad was here, ususally he'll fetch you from class, right?
Me: No, I'd just come to his office. And he'd be packing his bags immediately and we all go home.
Mom: That's good. Less chance of him rendezvous with someone else after office hours.
Me: Do you think that he might be meeting someone, at, like....mornings too? (in referral to Xab).
Mom:Ah, no, he and that girl is off now. He promised me that. He swore on the Holy Book.

Well, mom. I don't know wht to say about you. At that time I wish I could scream it on her face YOU BLIND?!!! But I was afraid that if I told anyone, they'l tell mom, and mom will kill me because it looks as if I'm on dad's side right now.

As a matter of fact, I think mom will kill me too.

That's two people.

And if I confronted Xab like my alter ego wanted to, that makes three.